Haf the sudden urge to travel to Bangkok in Jan 09, despite the fact that Osaka is alrdy part of Jan itinery and Ive been der a number of times. Baby doesnt seems too buy into my idea of going der for holiday too. Aftall, Bangkok is a place where girls get the chance to shop like rich "Tai-Tai". LOL. At the same time, I feel like planning for a short getaway in June / July. Spending a 3 days 2 nights at Resorts in either Redang, Bali, Phuket, Krabi will be great. Im sure baby will be 100% supportive as he loves the beach and the sun!

Xmas is approaching in another mth or so time. Town's gonna be packed wif lotsa people again. Call me anti-social or wat-so-eva, but I seriously hate crowded places. Its a blessing that most of the time, I do not have to squeeze the train / bus in the morning, bring tissue packet along during lunch time to book the seats in foodcourt / coffeeshop.

Baby's sister is in London now. Im pondering if I should get a Speedy in epi leather since pounds is cheap now. A LV Speedy = minus $1000 from my bank account. Im in a dilemma..as I noe I will spend duno how many hundreds again on Burberry Blue label when Im in Osaka next yr. Sigh.

My client's gf invited mi to her 21st birthday party dis Saturday. Somehow or rather, for some reason, I feel that theres a need to make my presence felt. So Ta-Da, Im asking baby to accompnay mi there. Assume close successfully.

Ok, my eyelids are getting heavier. Im tired. I need my beauty sleep. Night world.

In approx 50days time, we will then Bid Yr 2008 goodbye. Sadly, Im kinda far fetched frm the award Ern set for me. I do seriously hope and pray that miracles will happen. I want to go LA and San Diego desperately.

I have a movie date with the usual clique next fri. We will be watching Madagascar 1 & 2 with unlimited supply of popcorn @ Plaza Sing GV !

The boyfriend is finally having his last paper tomorrow. Its been ages since we last stepped into town or some other places together.

I do not know wat exactly shld I Blog todae. Getting kinda Random. LOL

Its 2am in the morning now. I should be in bed at dis time when Im mitin my client tme noon at Causeway point. Yet, I have a sudden urge to blog. LOL. HAs been busy running for my 2nd ticket to Osaka. I would haf more of less clear it aft meeting clients Im supposed to mit. But, Buffer is a MUST of cus. Has been kinda stressed up recently. Alot of things in mind, yet not easy to express thru words. I love to haf lunch/dinner/supper wif my client. That is the most relaxing part of my job scope. Haha. De Lun drove me to Chong Pang nasi lemak 4 dinner the other day. Appreciated the effort he put in to try to find the exact location of the stall when I suggested that for dinner. Thanks dude.

I love the song that is currently playing on my window media player. 安静了 by S.H.E. Meaningful lyrics with beautiful music composed by Jie Lun. Lotsa thoughts were running thru my mind when listening to this song. Few of my frens broke off wif their bf recently. Sad but true, humans haf the tendency to find faults in their special other aft a period of time. Their relationship lasted for more then a year, but yet, things are not within our control when your partner haf a change of heart. The promises once made bcums insignificant. When I 1st broke off wif my boyfriend 5 years back, I listened to the song, 安静 repeatedly. Even Till today, that song still holds a certain special meaning to me. At times, I cant help it but ask, Why isit so difficult to maintain a relationship? As time pass and as we aged, feelings fade. We no longer seem to care as much when compared to the times during the initial stage of the relationship. A few of my colleagues and myself were jus discussing on the topic of marriage few days back. We envy dose couples that still hold on to each other hands tightly even though dey haf been married for 123456789101112 years. Sounds emo. Lol. Im kinda random. Nite world

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
你选择了自己 wo。~

撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片裏曾经都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福
短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛

什麼是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你

Well, I tink Ive abandon my blog for quite some time. No drastic changes in my life. Im back from Taiwan and is now slogging hard to hit my second ticket to Osaka. This ticket include a night extension to Kyoto. IT is damn important to qualify as close to $2000 is at stake. Im near. Jus have to wrk slightly harder. Seriously, Im stressed. Production is kinda stagnant, and at the same time, Ive to track closly on my persistency. My LA and San Diego is at risk. I nid to change my life.

Taiwan trip is not too bad. We get to experience "disaster" we will never get to experience in Sg- Typhoon. It wasnt a disastrous one, as it sorta jus pass by, and left. However, the wind can be like damn strong kind, and the rain wil just start to fall as and when it wants. Its the 1st time that we pay great attention to the news when we r overseas. LOL. The Taiwan news channel bcums Meichuan fav tv program. LOL. Food der is great, and cheap, much beta den Europe for sure. I heart Ah Zong Mee Sua. Out of my 7 days stay in Taipei, I had that for 3 consecutive days. Tons of photos taken. Some are being uploaded in Facebook. Shall see when wil I have the mood to upload the rest.

I saw him las weekend at the coffee shop where my parents' stall is being located. Baby was there too. We didnt acknowledge each other presence despite the fact we had eye contact. The feeling is wierd. I do not know how to put it in words over here. Im 101% sure that I no longer haf the more than friends feeling for him. Mayb its jus that its been quite sometime since we las contacted each other, the whole atmosphere bcums so awkward when he kept staring at our direction. Well, its over.

I would love to visit one of the beach resort overseas next year, be it Redang island, Krabi, Phuket etc etc. I just want a short getaway and slack thru'out the 3-4days!

Its Photos Time!























My lappy wallpaper now!


Love

My credit card bill is here. Im broke. My pay for the upcoming 2 weeks sux. I hasnt been getting dis kind of lousy pay for quite sometime. This means that Im not working hard enough. I haf to fork out at least another 1.2k for tw trip. Fuck. Im feeling like freaking poor lah. I told Ern ern im gg KL 4 a wedding dinner. She doesnt noe abt dis trip. If she ever find out, I tink finish. I seriously duno wat time is my flight. for both departure and arrival. I forgotten the dates til recently i chk back my past sms. Im having roadshow at Bugis on the 19th-21st when I actually touch down in Sg on the 18th. I will then be havin rodshow for the rest of the mth aft bugis. This means that I wil have no rest dae aft I touch down til like oct?1st time in my life im so hardwrking. I seriously nid my Premier Bronze. Its seems too far a goal. But I wun gif up til 31st Dec 2008.

Nowadaes, errands for overseas trip are usually done so las minute. For my past few overseas trip, I dun pack my lugagge til the veri dae I depart. I dun chg $ til the veri las few daes b4 depart. Its worst 4 Ho Chi Minh trip. I actualy chg USD at the airport. I seriously nid 48 hrs a dae. I nid 2 like run for Osaka A&H so that i wil haf like double ticket. But But But.. Sigh. Ive no time. Im oni left wif less den 20 daes!

The whole of My big toe is dropping off. It muz be tt stupid pair of shoes fault. Its damn painful. AND there wont be any pedicure for at least the next 2 mths. My toe nails look damn chui can. I was still looking fwd to sum manicure and pedicure session aft cuming back frm Paris, but gone. I shld stop moaning and groaning. Ciao

Im back frm Paris & Italy. Both are really beautiful countries. & I guess couples if given a choice, should haf their wedding photos taken there. Lol. Overall, Vernice and Rome haf the most wonderful scenery. I finally visited Trevis Fountain, which used to be a place I yearned to go. Everythin there including toilet is expensive. I pay Euro 50 cents = SGD$1 to use a toilet at the Lourve Museum. Its ridiculous. Coke and most of the soft drink on avg cost Euro 2.50-3.50. Macdonald value meal on avg cost $6.20 Euro. Metro is the cheapest form of transport there. All things are freking expensive. We seems to live in poverty. LOL.

I spend many thousands and many thousands on shopping. I shant mention the amt to make myself feel better. I finally get to owned my 1st LV bag aft so long - Alma in Damier and a Pochette -Eva. I regretted not getting a speedy. Sigh. We visited Prada factory outlet in florence. I got another bag. I swear Im not going to buy any more bags in the next 1 year. Gifts for my parents and baby are all branded dis time. Europe is a country over loaded wif branded names. We walk into all the boutiques evry single dae. I went LV in Paris so many times till I get so sick. For almost everydae during our stay in Paris, I will go there at least once per day. And I dun seems to know why each time we go der, there sure to be purchases made. Chanel bags are nice, Lv shoes are nice too, but im not at that level yet. LOL. I bot baby a Burberry belt and a Prada hp Strap, but he seems to like none. I know u prefer LV belt and I know its nice... BUT the belt cost SGD500! Next time when I make it den I wil buy 1 for u.haha. I ALMOST buy a LV sunglass at Euro 250 and a burberry scarf at Euro 200. But considering the fact that Im travelling to TW next mth, I dropped off the idea. Shit! there goes my Sunglass! I spend my veri last Euro dollar at the airport on a Ferragamo belt. And yes, I officially announce that Im broke. I will faint when I receive my credit card bills. Im looking into not spending more than SGD500 when im in Tw. Aft 2 wks of shopping, shopping and shopping, Im seriously a bit tired. I jus need sum good food there, thats all.

I have been wrking for the past dew daes, but ive yet to close a case. Shit. Something not veri right. I din tel Ern Ern im gg tw in a few weeks time. I feel damn guilty, as ive been in europe for the entire 2 wks and has not been wrking, and Im gg overseas again. The plan of going TW seems to be a wrong move when I need my premier Bronze badly. Ive to start closing cases, if not, Im finished. Sumone please help mi!!! Im not intending to travel overseas next yr bsides the incentive trips. Osaka in Jan wil burnt my pocket again. A short getaway next yr will prehaps be good enough I guess. We r in the mids of shifting and yah, our new office is at Dhoby ghaut, SSC.

Ive too many photos too upload, and Im plain lazy. I nid 2 sleep and I got to wrk hard for tmr roadshow. Its my las hope of the weel. God bless

Clubbing at Dblo last night was fun. Music was good, companions were great. I cant recall exactly the number of jugs we ordered. But thx to Jianming and Sharon for forcing me to drink the waterfall treat. No pictures were taken despite the fact that I brot my camera along. I guess 80% of us were too high to even haf the mood to take pics. All I could vaguely remember is that all of us were dancing happily. haha. Wat the hell. Anywae, a big thx to my colleagues for the advance bdae celebration. I had fun and hope all of u enjoyed the night too. :-) Next upcoming event aft our trip wil b Shaun's bdae celebration will be in Sept.

Raffles City roadshow for the whole of next week. A new location where most executives r located. This wk is chui-ed again. I nid to wrk hard. We will b shifting office in late Aug. We r suppose to pack out stuffs b4 we fly to Paris, but its oni 3/4 done. I yet to do so many things 4 the trip when I noe I wun haf the time next wk. Dress for Gala dinner, exchange of Euro dollar, approval from credit card company, buying of a bigger luggage, repairing or getting a new camera, sending my HTC Touch for servicing, and the list goes on lah.

I need 2 wrk hard!!!!